stop pretending.

i have to stop wanting what i can't have.
what will never be mine.
what i never will be.
money. clothes. all that rich lifestyle.
and it sucks that you're surrounded by them.
and you pretend to be like them.
so you blow your money on all these things.
things you will only wear once.
maybe twice.
and these people use it like it's tissue.
money like it's water.
i have to stop this insane jealousy.
this green-eyed bitch of a monster.